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Heaven

Jill Alexander Essbaum

Top 10 Best Quotes

“At the midnight of our trouble, there are signs in the moon and in the stars. He will not say that he belongs to me, and still I bend to wash his feet.”

“You ran quite far and almost got away. But I set fire to your ghost, and the sweet, sick haze of that burning rose has found you out.”

“The heart, which isn't immune to anything, turns numb to all others, dumb as the muscle that it is,”

“How shall I unwind me from the spool of you?”

“Evanescent grace, you vanish as a vapor does, or love in open air.”

“Your face is under gauze and ever at a distance.”

“When the Kingdom Comes Your mother is not your mother, she is something else, a bird nesting in the heart of a hollowed out tree, a saint whose skin is cool and soft as apple-flesh, the will of God. And your brothers are not your brothers, they are the ash that is all of us, scattered in its periphery, unfortunate multitude. Your sister, your lover, your friend none of these are yours. The stone belongs only to the river which bled it smooth. What you call your face, that canvas of mercy which smiles with grief at even November's drizzle and chill, is the face of someone else, someone to come, good tidings, the Christ child in a stable, cooing as Mary tends such tiny hands. It is her face that seems so familiar, the answer to everything whetting the tip of your tongue. The hairs on your head, they belong only to themselves, and when they are done with such a manner of belonging, they offer themselves to stars which outnumber them galacticly. Everything you think is yours is not. A father had two sons, and one of them was heavy with desire. Friend—what's lost is found,forever. You will wear the very best robe. You will wear rings on every finger of each hand. And they are not your hands. They are God's hands and She formed you with them Herself turning tricks with clay until finally the sand sang alleluia, and it was good. These hands, She will hold like treasure all the way to Paradise, where under the glimmer of the moon and the spark of light that fuels every prayer, She keeps her family. And we will all be there. And we will all be.”

“The answer I seek is one I do not truly wish to know:”

“Perhaps, but I have eaten bitter decades up already, just to choke on what is something more divine than grief, having swallowed the glories such suffering brings.”

“In waiting I learn to live with the anticipations of loss—”

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